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Dad,
Well, Christmas is here. I find it so hard to believe you are not. I know
in spirit you are. I feel you around me all the time. Faith Swears she see's you in her toybox all the time..I tell
her its too messy in there and you would want more space than that. It took a lot for me to put up a tree this year.
But, I knew you would want me to. Especially for the kids. I got the presents from you for the kids. I told you I would and
I know you are smiling as they are exactly the kind of gifts you would have given. I know you must have constantly been
whispering in my ear for Anthony's gift because I looked and looked and low and behold I found it..on sale too. An Electric
Guitar. To him from you! I know it will make him sooo happy...that he got it. I told Danna and Marg that as I was putting
the things on your grave I could almost hear you say "Oh no...now she's decorating me!" Danna made such beautiful wreaths
for you and neno and deta. It makes me tear up just thinking about it cause all those miles away she picked the same flowers
I put in the vases for you guys. Life is so weird. This Christmas is going to be so hard and I know you wanted me to
be strong and believe me I am trying my best. I hope your first Christmas in heaven is magnificant and that you enjoy
it with Neno and Deta and everyone you love who is with you. I know in your time it will just be an instant until all of us
share Christmas together again. But until then... we miss you so very much..and you are always in our hearts. We love you,
Dad. Merry Christmas!
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